Living Life On A $1.96

Listening to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, sitting here in my sunshine skirt cause it looked like it'd be a rainy day, wondering why I've had a headache 5 days in a row, amazed that the Yeah Yeah Yeahs make it feel better (seems like music you bang your head to would make your head feel like its banging.) I think I've figured out what it is, listening to the yeah yeah yeahs is like a release of sexual tension, and other tensions as well. Tomorrow night they are playing on MTV for the MVAs and I'm gonna miss it. Kyle says they reair that shit like crazy though so I shouldn't worry, but I would feel better if I could tape it, unfortunately I don't get MTV in my good ole Cape Girardeau house, makes me miss Kirksville a bit. With things going the way they are seems to me I should think about making kirksville my fulltime home (a possibility to think about anyway.)

Anyways, I haven't even reached the topic that I wanted to discuss about todays events. I've placed too much emphasis on the present. Back to the future--Today, a man walked into the store, an M.D., but more than that, a business man. He said something that got me thinking about my future. He said something to the fact of, "I got a medical degree because I knew it held a lot of clout and that I could go anywhere with it. I wanted to be a history professor, but I took an inventory of my life goals and realized history professors get paid jack shit and I wouldn't be happy with being in that situation." Got me thinking about all this inventory I myself have been taking of my life goals.

Things are happening right now. Life is being lived, decisions are being made, and my headhurts. But that's what happens when you look back to the future.