Wednesday, July 28, 2004
This is my baby. Oh oh oh, how I love my pretty $4.99 Buchhiets discounted mistinted was burning bush now is brick red paint.
See for yourself!
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See for yourself!
Yes, I assure you this is how I spend my time. I paint godforsaken trunks that should have been thrown in a dump years ago, or at least that's how I spend a couple hours of my day. The rest is questionable. This baby is gonna look good when I'm done with her.
Men have there cars, motorcycles, lawnmowers, grills, women, etc; I have boxes, my babies. I think I'll name her Lola with the red sunglasses.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Does laundry ever end?
We've let out laundry build up so high that I've been doing laundry since 12 today and I'm only half way through.
So today I shopped, did laundry, watched anger management, and cooked. I really think Kyle has something when he keeps mentioning to me how important it is for a family to have a meal together, not just pieced together food items, but a meal. Tonight I made BETs, our family form of BLTs---we use egg instead of lettuce---maybe because I happen to think that lettuce is merely crunchy green water with no real nutritional value, and I'm not eating an unbeneficial vegetable, when I barely eat vegetables at all.
Having dinner with my family allowed us to reconnect. It's not that we talked a great deal or made future plans. I just feel more comfortable and at ease. I wonder how long this easement will last. A few days, a month, a year? I'd put my money on 5 hours.
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We've let out laundry build up so high that I've been doing laundry since 12 today and I'm only half way through.
So today I shopped, did laundry, watched anger management, and cooked. I really think Kyle has something when he keeps mentioning to me how important it is for a family to have a meal together, not just pieced together food items, but a meal. Tonight I made BETs, our family form of BLTs---we use egg instead of lettuce---maybe because I happen to think that lettuce is merely crunchy green water with no real nutritional value, and I'm not eating an unbeneficial vegetable, when I barely eat vegetables at all.
Having dinner with my family allowed us to reconnect. It's not that we talked a great deal or made future plans. I just feel more comfortable and at ease. I wonder how long this easement will last. A few days, a month, a year? I'd put my money on 5 hours.
Monday, July 26, 2004
I've neglected my blog. But that is not the only thing I've neglected.
As I can see, my blog stopped Jun 10th, my diligent bible study ended Jun 20th. Although I don't have written proof, I believe I stopped caring for my life about June 30th. Now I have to double up on blog posts, readings, and living at least for the next month and a half just to catch up.
As you might have deduced already I haven't spent the last month or so painting.
What Have I Been Doing?
-Sleeping (I'd say 60% of the time, that's just pathetic)
-Working (That's over with, Discount Christian Book Fair is no more, no I don't have to listen to all that persuasive christian crap that comes from avid christian fiction readers and charismatic preachers***don't take that wrongly, I met a great many people at DCBF that had thoughts worth hearing).
-Being Kicked Around (Bruised physically and mentally by Kyle, friends, adopted grandparents, and blood relatives. I don't yet know if it will cause a positive or negative effect, but at least it has my blood raised to the surface, and about to hit the boiling point. I needed and still need a good kick in the arse).
-Being a Ball of Emotion with a Blank Stare (No real thoughts have been occuring in my brain, no connections, as if the power had been overridden by what I'd consider a emotional resistor. And faulty emotional resistor creates heat and I've been burning).
When I once again regain control of my sleeping habits, find something to do with myself, heal up, and have an articulate thought once again the internet community will be the first to know.
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As I can see, my blog stopped Jun 10th, my diligent bible study ended Jun 20th. Although I don't have written proof, I believe I stopped caring for my life about June 30th. Now I have to double up on blog posts, readings, and living at least for the next month and a half just to catch up.
As you might have deduced already I haven't spent the last month or so painting.
What Have I Been Doing?
-Sleeping (I'd say 60% of the time, that's just pathetic)
-Working (That's over with, Discount Christian Book Fair is no more, no I don't have to listen to all that persuasive christian crap that comes from avid christian fiction readers and charismatic preachers***don't take that wrongly, I met a great many people at DCBF that had thoughts worth hearing).
-Being Kicked Around (Bruised physically and mentally by Kyle, friends, adopted grandparents, and blood relatives. I don't yet know if it will cause a positive or negative effect, but at least it has my blood raised to the surface, and about to hit the boiling point. I needed and still need a good kick in the arse).
-Being a Ball of Emotion with a Blank Stare (No real thoughts have been occuring in my brain, no connections, as if the power had been overridden by what I'd consider a emotional resistor. And faulty emotional resistor creates heat and I've been burning).
When I once again regain control of my sleeping habits, find something to do with myself, heal up, and have an articulate thought once again the internet community will be the first to know.
I don't know what it is, but it makes me happy. If this or anything else on this blog is confusing write me
