Monday, July 26, 2004
I've neglected my blog. But that is not the only thing I've neglected.
As I can see, my blog stopped Jun 10th, my diligent bible study ended Jun 20th. Although I don't have written proof, I believe I stopped caring for my life about June 30th. Now I have to double up on blog posts, readings, and living at least for the next month and a half just to catch up.
As you might have deduced already I haven't spent the last month or so painting.
What Have I Been Doing?
-Sleeping (I'd say 60% of the time, that's just pathetic)
-Working (That's over with, Discount Christian Book Fair is no more, no I don't have to listen to all that persuasive christian crap that comes from avid christian fiction readers and charismatic preachers***don't take that wrongly, I met a great many people at DCBF that had thoughts worth hearing).
-Being Kicked Around (Bruised physically and mentally by Kyle, friends, adopted grandparents, and blood relatives. I don't yet know if it will cause a positive or negative effect, but at least it has my blood raised to the surface, and about to hit the boiling point. I needed and still need a good kick in the arse).
-Being a Ball of Emotion with a Blank Stare (No real thoughts have been occuring in my brain, no connections, as if the power had been overridden by what I'd consider a emotional resistor. And faulty emotional resistor creates heat and I've been burning).
When I once again regain control of my sleeping habits, find something to do with myself, heal up, and have an articulate thought once again the internet community will be the first to know.
As I can see, my blog stopped Jun 10th, my diligent bible study ended Jun 20th. Although I don't have written proof, I believe I stopped caring for my life about June 30th. Now I have to double up on blog posts, readings, and living at least for the next month and a half just to catch up.
As you might have deduced already I haven't spent the last month or so painting.
What Have I Been Doing?
-Sleeping (I'd say 60% of the time, that's just pathetic)
-Working (That's over with, Discount Christian Book Fair is no more, no I don't have to listen to all that persuasive christian crap that comes from avid christian fiction readers and charismatic preachers***don't take that wrongly, I met a great many people at DCBF that had thoughts worth hearing).
-Being Kicked Around (Bruised physically and mentally by Kyle, friends, adopted grandparents, and blood relatives. I don't yet know if it will cause a positive or negative effect, but at least it has my blood raised to the surface, and about to hit the boiling point. I needed and still need a good kick in the arse).
-Being a Ball of Emotion with a Blank Stare (No real thoughts have been occuring in my brain, no connections, as if the power had been overridden by what I'd consider a emotional resistor. And faulty emotional resistor creates heat and I've been burning).
When I once again regain control of my sleeping habits, find something to do with myself, heal up, and have an articulate thought once again the internet community will be the first to know.
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